Blonde Broading

Blonde Broading
I didnt get to post yesterday, i was busy back to school shopping and took a benedrly which knocked me out. I got A white embroiderd dress and Navy baby doll tank from Charlotte Russe.Freshman year my closet was ALL Charlotte Russe, that seems like ages ago.

Today went to walmart [i hate walmart] and got some snacks.I still do not feel well, i have a horrible headace. That usally means Mother Nature is paying me a visit soon, which i hope because i dont want her to visit the first week of school.

My canker sore is gone!!!

Today's Grievances: The same old things. Need some excitment in my life. I wanna meet some one new.

Today's outfit: Blue demin shorts (kohls), Blue paisley lace top (Kohls) and a fabulous teal scarf that my dad bought me from burlington coat factory. They have the best scarves.

I've been thinking alot. I'm growing up, trying to figure out who i want in my life.Just hope he wants to be in mine too.

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Pre [its a Prefix]
Mall today with my little rice krispy treat Erin, which when i say I'm hanging with Erin, its never just Erin. It's her, her twin sister, our friend Ashley and sometimes Dani & Stephanie; which i love. I don't think I'll Have time to blog later, so here whats now.

Today's Grievances: Canker sores AND cavities. There needs to be a free dentist, cause I'm about to rip out my 2 back teeth.

So if you're wondering if somethings wrong with your cell, no. He's just ignoring u:
I hate when people ignore u, there needs to be a book on texting etiquette. If you text me and i don't wanna talk; I TELL U!!! Or i make up some excuse, but at least i don't leave u hanging.

Today's outfit: Not sure yet but most likely my sequin skirt look, or maybe something floral, or my Tu-Tu skirt lol. I just wanna look fly :)

Fish tacos today and maybe inception.I always have fun with these girls, and I'm ready to go man hunting. Any Good pick up lines?

Theres just something bout summer

There's just something about summer

Yesterday i decided to finally be a grown up and tell *him how i felt. "Do what you think is best" What the heck am i suppose to do with that?!?! I'm not saying I'd expect him to burst into tears but dammit, i hoped he would at least make an effort to keep me. I basically told I'm that i don't know if i can trust him but I'm crazy about him and that i don't know what to do. He couldn't even say " you know what heather, i know whats best for you- me". Which means i was right about him. It sucks tho, i think he'll always have my heart. I'll always fall after,and for him. But like a lot of things in summer ;it has to end; at some point you have to set what you want from reality.

It rained again and i have to say Ive been a hater of rain but rain in the summer, is absolute bliss. I feel so drained emotionally and physically. Yoga has been a god send. Finding my center for at least 10 minutes is a total relief.

Like a true blonde, i have many conflicting thoughts. I just cant seem to get this growing up thing right. I may feel like a 40 year old with all this stress but do my actions show the maturity that i envision i do?

I need a good nights rest.

Life may be short but its hard. And this little blonde girl just wants to be home with *hank. Home is Florida and *hank is.... to be continued.....