Baby Brown Eyes, i need you

Baby Brown Eyes, i need you
Today was the most boring day all summer.Other than messing around on the computer, Martha Stewart and yoga- i didn't do much.
My mom picked me up some dried nectarine's yesterday. They smell like ear wax but there taste is, unpinpointable. But u have to try my little discovery today. Top them with plain ole' sugar and put them into the toaster oven [450] wait until they start heating up then broil them until edges are brown... Well black.The warm but not melted sugar compliments the browned/burned edges of the fruit. Kind tasted like marshmallow's.

Today's Grievance's: DOING NOTHING! I am such a vivacious person that sitting around wasting my life.If my MP3's headphone jack wasn't broken i would've gone for a run. So if anyone is reading this [which i doubt anyone is] Let me know of any tech gadgets that will work! Every time i put headphones in they slip!! All tips will be greatly appreciated

Today's Outfit: Nothing spectacular. Dark blue denim shorts, Paisley/floral type lavender sleeveless blouse with knit bolero. I love this tank! Got it at Wet seal for 12.99 + another shirt for a penny[which i gave to mama]!!!!!!

Whenever Guy 1 fails to say what i need him to say, i run to guy 2. And guy 2 never delivers. Which makes me more upset. But when something really bad happens- i turn to guy one. Cause Hes not a douche, but he can never be all "oh Hun, your great, your beautiful, i love u". I'm not into that mushy romantic crap but when i go thru something its nice to be comforted

I know my picture today isnt very Modeless but i love my dimples :)

I'm kinda over trying to make everyone else proud. I'm more motivated to making MYSELF proud

With love comes.......

With love comes.......
Today my mother and father installed an Air Condition unit in my bedroom. The 107 degree weather kinda made getting it a No-brainer.
Today's Grievances: I hate it when you sleep on your arm. U wake up and its the worst pain ever.I broke my elbow in 7Th grade, i woke up at 10am. Its still killing me! Thank goodness theres Advil
To days outfit: Deep V-neck dress with a garden motif lining the bottom. Crouched backed. Sounds weird but its gorgeous. Its a little too Deep V so i have to wear my Forever 21 Cami [there the best!]
Finally getting some beef for dinner. Cheese steak sub with fries and Chocolate cake. If you're ever in Maryland you have to Go to Romeos- they have the most amazing Chocolate cake. My sweet tooth has been going crazy lately. Going to Denny's with my fam tomorrow. I wonder if they still have All u can eat pancakes. If so, I'm down! If not then Build your own grand slam. I love that place
Still feeling 45. Got to much stress. is it oo early for a midlife crisis?

Only the good Die young....Guidos,Dresses and Pervs.

Only the good Die young....Guido's,Dresses and Pervs.

Today was a typical boring Friday. Talked to a manager and i might have a job! I wanted one in Fashion retail but in a recession money is money.
Today's Grievance's: That creeper that works at the subway in my neighborhood that i ALWAYS try to avoid. Him:

Isn't it a little to hot to be wearing that?

Me: Nah I'm fine Him:

I hope you have nothing on under it.

And then my mom flipping out in response. Which I'm VERY thankful she did. I hate creepers
Today's outfit: Orange maxi dress, very classic. I paired it with black studded flip flops :)
I don't know if it was Jersey Shore that started my infatuation with Guido's, but i have to say there are the new apple of my eye. I saw some hot Guido's today. They were nice.
I am too young to be THIS exhausted.
I said yesterday that i feel 30, forget- i feel 40........45

Grow old with me the best is yet to be

Grow old with me The best is yet to be

I don't think any teenager stress about bout back to school fashions like I do. I start getting ready for school- in June. Things at home have kinda been shaky so my plan is to digitally put outfits together then show them to my grandma. Hopefully she'll let me get them. If not i have no idea what I'm going to do.

Fashion is my life.

This is my senior year, i cannot be looking tore up. I wont have it. I have an obsession with heels; but in my town its a No No. When girls at my school wear heels, people look at them weird. Just goes to show u how CLUELESS my town is. If i asked them if they knew about Nanette Lepore, they'd say "Isn't she a sophomore?" ridiculous!

I have been thinking alot about new york. If i could intern for Diane Von furstenberg , my life would be complete. Its so cold there. And I've had FSU and DSC on my mind for a long time. If i got into NYU; i couldn't say no.

I just wanna work in the fashion industry SOOOOO bad.Paleontology is my interest, its the smart decision. But fashion design is my life.

If its meant to be its meant to be. I just need to get discovered by a modeling agency, and a good one.

Life is good. So grow old with me the best is yet to be <3

Where Procrastinating Meets Blonde

When Procrastinating Meets Blonde

How do leap when you haven't even begun to jump? How do you run, when you cant even walk? How do you sing, when your lips are closed?

I'm not playing games anymore, this is my life. If i have to manhandle it to get it the way i want it to be- then i will. If you want to be in my life, thats great but I'm not going to be the one to keep you there; nor put u there in the first place.

I keep putting off running and yoga. I wanna live my life to the fullest. By being stubborn gets me nowhere. I'm eating well and tomorrow I'm going to get up and I'm going to do my yoga and run.

During the summer you can get just down right lazy. I'm leaving for college next year, I'm going to be the one looking out for ME! If i don't get up for class- i cant blame my mom. I cant wait but i need to start getting a head start now. No more procrastinating.

Being a natural born blonde- were stubborn! But were also leaders, and I'm going to lead my own life.

As for boys, they suck. I need some one....New.

Dreams [not the aspirating kind]

Dreams [Not the Aspirating Kind]

I couldn't sleep again last night, and i mean i really didn't sleep. Went to "go to" bed at 10:00 PM and didn't actually fall asleep till about 2AM. But when i did sleep i had the most peculiar yet realistic dream. Lately I've been having these dreams. So far they've come true. No I'm not saying I'm psychic but i do think there's something about them. Maybe my subconscious is trying to look out for me.

I hate getting mushy and gushy about my feelings: the simple phrase "I feel...." is much foreign to me. Maybe that's the part where I'm not like a blonde. Most blonde's talk all the time, or don't say a single word; there is no middle ground. I talk a lot but i hate talking about how i really feel. So this should be strange: I feel like my life is out of MY control. I feel like i have no say over MY actions. That is the worst kind of feeling to me. I need to be able to say : "oh i have 30 dollars I'm gonna go buy dog". That's just an example but seriously.

I get it I'm only 17 but how am i suppose to figure out who I'm suppose or want to be when every ones making decisions for me?