Where Procrastinating Meets Blonde

When Procrastinating Meets Blonde

How do leap when you haven't even begun to jump? How do you run, when you cant even walk? How do you sing, when your lips are closed?

I'm not playing games anymore, this is my life. If i have to manhandle it to get it the way i want it to be- then i will. If you want to be in my life, thats great but I'm not going to be the one to keep you there; nor put u there in the first place.

I keep putting off running and yoga. I wanna live my life to the fullest. By being stubborn gets me nowhere. I'm eating well and tomorrow I'm going to get up and I'm going to do my yoga and run.

During the summer you can get just down right lazy. I'm leaving for college next year, I'm going to be the one looking out for ME! If i don't get up for class- i cant blame my mom. I cant wait but i need to start getting a head start now. No more procrastinating.

Being a natural born blonde- were stubborn! But were also leaders, and I'm going to lead my own life.

As for boys, they suck. I need some one....New.

The Scrumptious and The Appalling

The Scrumptious and The Appalling

My day has been a synapse of Antonyms. While something absolutely scrumptious would happen and I'd think wow today's gonna be great! Late something horrendous would happen. I'm living in a summer of opposites, i sware. One thing about living in this middle of nowhere state, you always can run into anyone- anywhere. You could walking down the street then you turn around and your best friend is there. It's nice until you run into those unfortunate people. Unfortunate in the sense that you are unfortunate to run into them.

I had lunch at McDonald's with my friends Patrick and Eric. It was lots of fun but i was terribly tired. I got a large fry and a southwest chicken salad.

In my last blog i mentioned *Hank. I met *hank my freshman year of high school [when i lived in Florida]. We met in gym class and he became my first friend in the class. I thought he was cute but i had SOOOO much boy drama going on. I did like him and i knew he like me but things didn't work out. I stopped talking to him because he wouldn't ask me out. We laugh about it now but it wasn't cool! Its funny how 2, almost 3 years later we still "click". Yes he still has certain quality's that drive me insane but he stills...*Hank. But i do have to admit that i have a bit of uncertainty with us. After years of email, myspace,facebook and texting; How will that translate face-to-face? I'm just worried, its like meeting someone that you met on facebook- its either awkward or amazing. I don't want us to fall between the cracks. He really has been one of the few guys to stick. I like him.

Being blonde I'm blunt with my emotions, i can hide how i feel but not my emotions. Life is hard, growing up is challenging, The journey is worth it, and being blonde is how i ride through it. Cause i am who i am, and i am blonde.