Rainy days

Rainy Days
I dont know about u but it was raining in my kneck of the woods.Cool enough to wear pants :)

Drove around bowie to find where my mother is doing her externship [she's a medical assistant]. Fun but i'm tired, had Honey Chipotle wings-SOOOO GOOD!!!!

Today's Grievance's: Leaving florida and the what could've beens.

Today's Outfit: Skinny jeans&sheer beige ruffle polka dot top [Both charlotte russe]Black under shirt [kohls]

I always second guess myself, and i hate it. Tomarrow is the Last first day of school for my lovelys in Florida.That is why my picture for today is of my last day in Florida.This post is dedicated to them. I love and miss every last inch and being of that pennisula. Keep me in your thoughts,remeber there's only one first day of highschool freshman year, think of when u met me.Cause i'll never forget when i met u..

Settle.

Settle.
I'm growing up, and I've been thinking alot lately. Like who i want in my life, and relationships. I've decided its best i think with my head rather than my heart because my heart likes douche bags; and they don't seem to treat me right [hence douche bag]. Sometimes its better to settle.

I texted *Rob last night. I mentioned him in What i don't get and the V-card.I do love him, and i know he's a player but he's there for me.I don't see anyone else stepping up; that i like back.He's him, and whether were together or not, i'm always going to think of him.I rather we be together.

Today's Grievances: Settling.

Today's outfit: Gray tank and tutu like skirt

So call me blonde on this one but Did u know Junk yards actually exsist outside movies?!? I was blown away. My mom needed some parts so we went to junk yard. I was not dressed for it. There was broken glass everywhere and i was wearing flip flops. Here are some pictures i took:




Overall a fun day. Had tomato basil bisque
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Love isnt fun anymore..........&Boys are stupid

Blonde Broading

Blonde Broading
I didnt get to post yesterday, i was busy back to school shopping and took a benedrly which knocked me out. I got A white embroiderd dress and Navy baby doll tank from Charlotte Russe.Freshman year my closet was ALL Charlotte Russe, that seems like ages ago.

Today went to walmart [i hate walmart] and got some snacks.I still do not feel well, i have a horrible headace. That usally means Mother Nature is paying me a visit soon, which i hope because i dont want her to visit the first week of school.

My canker sore is gone!!!

Today's Grievances: The same old things. Need some excitment in my life. I wanna meet some one new.

Today's outfit: Blue demin shorts (kohls), Blue paisley lace top (Kohls) and a fabulous teal scarf that my dad bought me from burlington coat factory. They have the best scarves.

I've been thinking alot. I'm growing up, trying to figure out who i want in my life.Just hope he wants to be in mine too.

You're biggest regret

You're biggest regret
Today i had lunch with my mother and her friends. Then went shopping for back to school clothes. Chambray prairie dress and a plaid shirt dress; gorgeous. They seem to minimize my chest, which i love.

Today's grievance's: Saying you live with no regrets and actually living with no regrets are to very different things.

Today's outfit: Lil' black dress, heart pendant necklace [given by my bestie], Dora Explorer ring and nude wedges. I know what you're thinking-Dora, really? Some kitsch is good. People wear lip rings[right?] and i love Dora :P

I love how a guy can be trying to get with u [not that i care] and then the second some one else comes along, the texts are one worded and eventually dissipate. Shaking my head [as we youngings say]. Its crazy how you can be that fake. I say " look I've met someone, i don't think its best we talk, you're great but i need to do whats best for me.". Maybe its cause that Lil' beating thing, you know gives u a pulse- whats that called? OH YEA A HEART

But don't worry baby, I'll be you're biggest regret

Homemaker or hooker?

Homemaker or hooker?
How is it that i can walk 2 miles in 6in heels but not 2 feet in 2in heels? Am i destined to be a hooker, not a homemaker? I hope not...

I feel sick today and of course after I've tooken a benedrly i put together a great outfit.Like literally 5 minutes after. Drat.

Today's Outfit: Blue ruffle sweetheart dress with an Over sized Knit sleeveless cardigan and silver peep toe pumps. The dress i got at Beals in Florida, for i think around 10 bucks-TOTAL STEAL!!! The pumps, i die for. I purchased them at rugged wear house for 9 dollars. I wore them to home coming, and got tons of compliments on them.I think i want to be buried in these shoes.

Today's Grievances: Saying you don't sext/sex email and people still ask u to do it then blow u off when u say no. No particular person, i get this a lot. I even had to add a BTW to my facebook about me. No means no Hun.

I need to stop texting **Miguel. How can i move on, when I'm drawing him in?

15 more days. I need fashion, but first i need a J-O-B.

"i think you may be on my list of regrets, but i'm not sure yet so lets play this out like a hollywood movies"-Me

"i think you may be on my list of regrets, but I'm not sure yet so lets play this out like a Hollywood movies"-Me

Today i woke feeling like complete and utter crap. My sinuses are acting up and I'm not sure why but I'm guessing my fear of senior year is suspect.

Yesterday i wrote about how i got canker sore medication, and if i didn't then you know now :)
The package says to call poison control if a lot is swallowed. I'm assuming that it means swallow a lot because how can you not swallow oral medication? Anyway I'm pretty sure i swallowed a lot [lol]. It says not to apply for more then seven days unless directed by a doctor so I'm putting it on twice a day for seven days.My canker sore is fairly large [on my standards] so i am swallowing alot. If i die then have the company and my parents read this, maybe they can clear up there warning labels.

Made chicken tortilla soup from scratch, I'd give u the recipe but i think I'd like to pass this down to my future children :)

Today's grievance's: Feeling yucky.

Today's outfit: Mostly PJ's, but eventually resided to booty shorts, knit tank, and plaid mini vest. But I'm probably going change tops and add cowboy boots.

Were you ever upset and just rolled with the moment? Maybe I'm just scared. I don't like not knowing where my life is headed.

"I hope the exit is joyful and i hope never to return"-Freida Kohl

"I hope the exit is joyful and i hope never to return"-Freida Kohl
Last night was Crazy fun. It was just Erin, no fish tacos and no movie. I did get a fudge waffle bowl from DQ. But i wish i wouldn't gotten fish taco, cause I'm dieing for one now.

Today's Grievance's: If there's anything i hate most in this world its being played. I may a b!(h but I'll be dam if a boy makes me out to be one.

Got medicines for canker sore, so nasty! And ma says i don't have a cavity but i know shes wrong. Just wait till my canker sore is gone, then we'll see. DONE WITH TRIAL MEDICINE!! Mom said that since i haven't taken it for a week that its not going to work and she's going to call the doctor [SO HAPPY!]

My quest for being "discovered" as a model has slowly dissipated to a hopeless absis. But i am happy that i have 5 followers! I started with 0, and my first one was my friend, so thank u all for following. But seriously, i want to model.

Today's outfit: Color block dress.

[**Miguel sucks]

17 more days, it finally hit me. Not ready. I need to go back to the beginning of summer and do it all over again.